Why this book
Published in Taiwan in 1983, Li Ang's short novel Shafu shocked readers with its unflinching account of marital violence and became a landmark of Chinese feminist fiction. It was censored and fiercely debated for saying what village life usually kept behind closed doors: a wife's body treated as currency, unwitnessed and unprotected.
The Story
During a desperate famine, Lin Shi's mother, starving and with no other way to feed her child, traded her body to soldiers for rice. Neighbors caught her in the act, and her own clan, ashamed, cast her out and disowned her before the whole town, as though hunger itself were the crime, not the men who had exploited it.
She was dragged away and never seen again — believed dead, though the novel never confirms it. Lin Shi, still a small child, was left an orphan, and the shame of her mother's punishment clung to her name long after the woman herself had vanished from Lucheng entirely.
An uncle and his wife took the orphaned girl in, but resented every bowl of rice she ate under their roof. As soon as Lin Shi came of age they married her off in haste, glad to hand the burden — and the shame that trailed her — to someone else's house, with barely a word of warning to the girl herself.
Her husband was Chen Jiangshui, the pig butcher of Lucheng — a man whose strength and bloody trade made him respected and quietly feared throughout the town. He was old enough to feel like a stranger on their wedding night, and cruel enough that the marriage soon felt less like a home than a sentence.
Chen ruled his household exactly as he ruled his slaughteryard: through hunger and total control. He rationed Lin Shi's food to almost nothing, then used her need to eat as leverage, forcing her sexual submission before he would allow her a single meal, day after day, without mercy or explanation.
Their home stood beside his killing floor, so the screams of dying pigs bled through the walls into every night. Over time the sounds of the slaughteryard and the sounds of Lin Shi's own suffering became tangled in Chen's mind, and he began to want them tangled — one arousing him through the other.
He tied her down before he touched her, deliberately blurring the line between slaughter and sex, treating her body exactly as he treated a pig's — something to be bound, opened, handled, and used, with no more tenderness than his trade required, night after night, until she stopped expecting anything else or hoping for it.
Starved, bruised, and terrified, Lin Shi had nowhere to turn but the women of her street. Chief among them was Ah-wang-guan, the town's self-appointed watchdog of other women's conduct — a gossip who policed shame instead of offering any comfort, in a town where women were expected to police each other.
Instead of sympathy, Ah-wang-guan offered mockery. She spied on the couple's house, then spread word through Lucheng about the sounds she heard coming from inside it, turning Lin Shi's private suffering into public entertainment and deepening her humiliation with every retelling, until the whole town seemed to know her shame better than she did.
A gentler neighbor, Sister Jinfa, sometimes seemed less unkind than the others, though it was never clear whether that was true kindness or simple passivity. Either way, no one in Lucheng was willing to step between a husband and the wife he owned, no matter what was heard through the walls at night.
So Lin Shi endured entirely alone: starved at her own table, violated in her own bed, and mocked in the street the moment she stepped outside either one. There was no ally inside the house and no refuge beyond its door, only the same hunger and the same eyes waiting on either side, day after day.
It helps to name what each of them wanted. Chen wanted obedience purchased with hunger. Ah-wang-guan wanted gossip to feed her own standing. Lin Shi wanted only enough food to live, and one day, to stop being afraid inside her own home, a thing none of the three ever got.
Days blurred into a single grinding rhythm of cruelty. Each beating, each withheld meal, each cruel joke passed through the market square wore Lin Shi down a little further, until she could barely remember a version of herself before the marriage began, when the world had felt merely poor rather than cruel.
In her mind, the squealing of dying pigs began to merge with her own suffering, blood and hunger and violence folding into a single unbroken sound, until she could no longer tell where the slaughterhouse ended and her marriage began, as though her whole life had become one long killing floor.
Chen's cruelty did not relent with time — if anything it had become habit, no longer needing provocation or excuse. Each night in the dark Lin Shi braced for what would come next, her body already flinching before he had moved, a fear that no longer needed a reason to arrive anymore.
Ah-wang-guan's gossip kept spreading through Lucheng, and the shame Lin Shi had inherited as a child from her mother's disgrace now closed around her exactly as it once closed around the mother she barely remembered — the same crime, repeating itself a generation later, as though Lucheng had never finished punishing the first woman.
One night, starved past reason and pushed past the last edge of her endurance, Lin Shi rose from where she lay while Chen slept beside her, vulnerable and unaware, his own butcher knife within easy reach of her hand, close enough that reaching for it barely felt like a decision.
She took up the blade he had used on a thousand pigs before her and drew it across his throat in the exact cut his own hands had taught themselves — the trade he was so proud of, turned back on him at last, in the same motion he had used on every animal before him.
It was murder, and it was also the only language her shattered mind had left after years of degradation — his own violence, returned to him whole, in the exact shape and rhythm of his own trade's motion, as though her body remembered what her mind could no longer bear to hold.
Neighbors found her afterward soaked in blood, silent, staring, barely present inside her own body — a woman who had gone somewhere the horror could not follow. Even then, Lucheng's judgment did not soften; the town watched her, not with pity, but with the same old shame it had always kept ready for her, unmoved by what she had endured.
Authorities took Lin Shi away. The novel does not narrate a trial or an execution — only her removal from the house, her fate afterward left deliberately, pointedly unresolved, as though even the ending refused to look directly at what had been done to her, right until the final page.
Ah-wang-guan, whose gossip had helped drive Lin Shi to the edge, faced no reckoning at all. She is never punished, never even named in blame — the town's cruelty toward its women simply closes ranks around itself and moves on unchanged, exactly as it had after her mother's shaming, years before.
What it means
Li Ang's point is never one murder — it is a whole system: hunger, marriage, and gossip working together to grind a woman down long before any knife is ever drawn. Ah-wang-guan walks free, the marriage was already a slaughterhouse, and until the system itself changes, one dead husband changes almost nothing for the women left behind.
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