Why this book

Lu Xun trained as a doctor in Japan, then abandoned medicine entirely — a lantern-slide of Chinese villagers cheering as a fellow countryman was executed convinced him China's sickness was spiritual, not physical. He turned to fiction instead, becoming, almost against his own will, the reluctant father of modern Chinese vernacular literature.

This volume gathers Lu Xun's own choices from two collections, Outcry and Hesitation, written between 1918 and 1926. The world kept them alive because no writer before him had rendered ordinary Chinese suffering in ordinary Chinese speech, stripped of classical disguise, and readers recognized themselves in it instantly.

The Story

The first tale, and the book's title story: in an old town, a young man begins keeping a diary. He notices strange looks from neighbors, from children, even from a stray dog, and grows steadily certain that something conspiratorial and hungry is quietly closing in around him from every side.

He recalls his family's meals after his little sister died young and wonders, sickened, whether he unknowingly tasted her flesh himself, folded quietly into a dish by grieving relatives. No memory feels safe anymore once he starts searching the past for teeth marks.

A doctor is brought to examine him — old Chen, feeling his pulse with lowered, careful eyes — and he becomes certain the visit is a ruse: they are checking how much flesh remains on his bones, quietly fattening him before the feast begins.

Convinced he is surrounded on every side, he begs his brother and neighbors to stop, to change, insisting a truly civilized person could never have let this custom begin at all. No one answers him as anything but a madman raving alone in the yard.

A closing frame reveals the quiet truth: a visiting friend arrives hoping to see the diarist, only to learn he has already recovered and left town to await an official post. It is his healthy elder brother — who was never ill at all — who calmly hands over the notebook. Its final line simply begs: 'Save the children.'

The second tale: Kong Yiji. In a village tavern where laborers drink standing at the counter and gentlemen drink seated at tables, one shabby scholar in a filthy, unwashed long gown belongs to neither world — he lingers at the bar, quoting the classics to anyone patient enough to listen.

He is the tavern's running joke: accused of stealing books again, he protests, genuinely wounded, that 'stealing books cannot be called stealing' — only borrowing, and only by a scholar. The customers laugh every single time; Kong Yiji is proof of how far learning can fall and still crave respect.

In one rare gentle moment, he teaches the tavern's children to write the character for 'fennel bean,' delighted simply to have someone listen to him for once in his hard life. It is the story's single soft breath — before the crowd's mockery closes back over him like water.

His old habit finally catches up with him: caught stealing once more, this time from a provincial graduate's household, he is beaten without mercy and both his legs are broken. Months pass before anyone at the tavern sees him walk through the door again.

He returns one last time, dragging himself in on his hands across the floor, pays for a bowl of wine with his final coppers, and crawls back out into the street. No one follows him. He is simply never seen again, and no one ever thinks to ask why.

The third tale, Lu Xun's longest and sharpest: The True Story of Ah Q. Ah Q is a landless day laborer in Weizhuang village — no fixed name, no home, no standing — who survives daily humiliation with one invented weapon he calls the 'spiritual victory.'

Beaten by bullies in the street, he tells himself he is merely being struck by his own disrespectful son, and walks away satisfied, having 'won' after all. Every defeat becomes a triumph the instant he narrates it differently to himself — a trick that fools no one alive but him.

When revolution finally reaches Weizhuang, Ah Q wants in immediately — not for its ideals, which he never once grasps, but for the loot and sudden status he imagines it will hand him. He shouts slogans he doesn't understand and pictures himself, briefly, as someone powerful at last.

A robbery strikes a wealthy household, and the frightened town urgently needs a name to give the authorities. Ah Q, an outsider with no family left to protect him, is simply the easiest one to offer up. He is arrested and made to sign a confession with a shaky circle, since he never learned to write.

At his brief hearing, the magistrates barely glance up at him; the proceedings are theater for people already certain of his guilt before he entered the room. Ah Q senses only that a circle is expected of his hand, so he signs one, still faintly proud of drawing it round.

He is paraded through the streets toward execution while the crowd watches the way people watch a show, hungry for spectacle rather than sorrow. Ah Q, to the very last, understands almost nothing of what is happening to him, or why. The town shrugs and returns to its business.

What it means

Poring over ancient history books deep into the night, he finally finds one phrase scrawled between every virtuous Confucian line: 'Eat people.' The moral tradition he was raised to revere, he realizes with mounting horror, has spent four thousand years quietly feeding the weak to the strong and calling the arrangement civilization.

Medicine follows a desperate father who buys a blood-soaked steamed bun, dipped in an executed revolutionary's blood, as a folk cure for his son's consumption; Tomorrow leaves a young widow silent beside an empty cradle through a sleepless night; An Incident lets a rickshaw puller's plain honesty shame a proud narrator into sudden humility.

My Old Home brings the narrator back to a hollowed village, where his boyhood friend Runtu, worn down by poverty and rank, now greets him as 'master' instead of friend; Village Opera remembers a boyhood boat trip to a night's opera, sweeter in memory than it ever truly was.

Soap exposes a self-appointed moralist's private hypocrisy at home; In the Tavern finds an old radical drifted quietly into resignation over warmed rice wine; White Light follows an aging exam candidate whose lifelong hunger for a degree curdles, at the very end, into a fatal delusion of buried treasure glowing underground.

Every figure in this book — madman, drunk scholar, landless laborer, hollowed village neighbor — is fed to the very same machine: a civilization so practiced at consuming its own weakest that cruelty passes for order, apathy for wisdom, and the one unforgivable act left is noticing it all and saying so out loud.

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